have you ever felt so alone that you just can’t find your way out? like no matter how many people are there for you or treat you so good that you still feel like you have no one? It’s a dark place. trying to get out of it is one of the hardest things in the world. you know go you wanna be and know who you were but still can’t figure out who you are now. this is my life. I have such high goals set for myself and I tell myself a goal to accomplish every single day weather it may be little or big but even the simplest things don’t even get done any more because I already feel like a failure so why keep going cause it’s such a far walk to get to where I wanna be? can I just rest for a little while on the way cause this life is soooo steep that sometimes I feel it can’t even be possible to climb. I have to fight through my daily struggles to be on top and be the person I dream to be. I just wanna start over. but then again if I start over would I abuse the clean start again and fuck up once more? I don’t know. I guess you just have to live each day at a time.